Isme’s Journey
Isme’s Journal #27
Why am I doing this again?
Oh ya, I got laughed off the Next Island Times.
Stupid paper, Stupid planet, and extra stupid piglets
Make that EXTRA EXTRA stupid piglets
I hate piglets. Not nearly as much as I hate papoo… BUT
The HATE meter is rising, let me tell you!!!
I have been practicing that new move all day! And I have not gotten even the slightest bit better or more consistent, I honestly did not expect to master it in one practice session. But I thought that there would be something. Anything! But no. I think if there were any change it would be for the worse!!!
I look at my notes, I see me telling myself to be positive. Right now I am POSITIVELY failing.
All my happy is gone, buh bye, see ya, vamoosed, evaporated, Gone. Maybe even extinct.
Its gone, much like the integrity of my armor and the edge on my sword. HA! Maybe I should go back to Audrey Niles and she can give me more bullets for it…….
Grrrrrr.
My new EPIC poem- not
Piglets are rotten
Papoo are terrible too
I hate them so much!
Deep breath …… I need to release the negativity.
Being this angry and frustrated, will not improve anything. Seeing my notes typed it doesn’t convey my feelings accurately. With a pen or pencil on paper, you can really see the emotion by the depth of the crease in the paper and the thickness of the line. Maybe someone needs to invent an input device that will adjust the type based on finger pressure. Maybe that will be ultimately more satisfying for the writer. If I tried that now I would just break the keyboard.
Maybe I tried too hard today. Rushed into the set up with out really focusing on the real things I needed to get that move right. I should focus on the positive things. Like…. I have a freezer full of pork. All kinds of cuts. I made just enough in other things to fix my armor.
Oh Ya! I was so upset over my rough practice I almost forgot!! While repairing my sword today I saw, Tony, one of the Jerks from the TIMES. He was at the Trade Terminal, Covered in Piglet poo! He was trying to get new, dung free clothing. He tried to avoid me, not sure if he thought I was going to use my sword to extract vengeance or something.
I heard him muttering things under his breath before he noticed me. And At the moment I was too upset myself to really take it in, but he was muttering how hard the Fashion column is and why does he have to cross pigpens to look at hunter fashions….
Perhaps the piglets can be useful after all.
A good night sleep and maybe, just maybe I will be more positive, instead of positively disappointed!